???

people who make you laugh when you dont even want to smile
im this person for a few people
i sometimes wish i wasnt but the truth is, i am.
i wish i had somebody like this but in all honesty i dont think i will
im scared of who i will be and who i can be
i dont know what im capable of
am i strong enough to keep myself up?
am i strong enough to keep you up aswell?
help me...