Wednesday, April 14, 2010

behind the smiles

im just in search of something decent
i need to be shown that things can be okay
because right now i dont think they can be
everything comes crashing down
theres no happy medium just highs and lows
the highs dont last long enough; the lows feel like they will never end
and i cry because i know that ive fucked up
and i cry because i know that im pushing people away
and i cry because i know that even when im trying my best to push them all away, some still come back
and i hate myself for them loving me

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